What are you doing to be fearless?
The first answer that came to my mind was: I'm staying put, then I questioned myself, am I staying put out of fear, when I used to leave out of fear...The song "should I stay or should i go now" comes into mind...
I must admit, I used to leave or avoid to escape, yet I always found myself imprisoned ... Any form of escape to not 'feel' the emptiness. At times, I still have that, yearning, desire, longing, emptiness, the feeling of wanting to be saved, to love or be loved, however you want to define it, within me. But for me, I've stopped trying to define it. I don't know what the "plan" is, maybe there is no "plan" after all?
Everything is connected. One thing is always leading to the next, or maybe not, maybe it is just what it is for the moment. Nothing can ever truly be proven. I've stopped trying to figure it out. But I do know that I cannot have a 'moment' in the past or a 'moment' in the future. My moment can only be experienced in the now.
So here I am. I have been put in a position of no identification of who I am, meaning, I have no labels. When, all labels and all possessions are removed, what is one left with? Self. So all that is left to me as a label, is my name, Figen Bico and if I were to even remove my name, I'd be left with:
Hello I'm me
I have no name
I have no age
I have no status
I have no religion
I have no family
I have no friends
I have no past
I have no future
I'm the me that stands before you
Nice to meet you
So I stand before you, stripped naked of all my labels ... Can you accept me this way? Can I? I can only have complete acceptance of the world and it's people, when I have complete acceptance of myself. I can only have complete acceptance of myself, when I realize, that I am already whole, God gave me everything I need to be the person I am.
So, to answer the question: What are you doing to be fearless?
I'm just being ME...Strip yourself of all labels and what are you left with? You are not any one's daughter, sister, girlfriend etc...
- Me Fearless
The first answer that came to my mind was: I'm staying put, then I questioned myself, am I staying put out of fear, when I used to leave out of fear...The song "should I stay or should i go now" comes into mind...
I must admit, I used to leave or avoid to escape, yet I always found myself imprisoned ... Any form of escape to not 'feel' the emptiness. At times, I still have that, yearning, desire, longing, emptiness, the feeling of wanting to be saved, to love or be loved, however you want to define it, within me. But for me, I've stopped trying to define it. I don't know what the "plan" is, maybe there is no "plan" after all?
Everything is connected. One thing is always leading to the next, or maybe not, maybe it is just what it is for the moment. Nothing can ever truly be proven. I've stopped trying to figure it out. But I do know that I cannot have a 'moment' in the past or a 'moment' in the future. My moment can only be experienced in the now.
So here I am. I have been put in a position of no identification of who I am, meaning, I have no labels. When, all labels and all possessions are removed, what is one left with? Self. So all that is left to me as a label, is my name, Figen Bico and if I were to even remove my name, I'd be left with:
Hello I'm me
I have no name
I have no age
I have no status
I have no religion
I have no family
I have no friends
I have no past
I have no future
I'm the me that stands before you
Nice to meet you
So I stand before you, stripped naked of all my labels ... Can you accept me this way? Can I? I can only have complete acceptance of the world and it's people, when I have complete acceptance of myself. I can only have complete acceptance of myself, when I realize, that I am already whole, God gave me everything I need to be the person I am.
So, to answer the question: What are you doing to be fearless?
I'm just being ME...Strip yourself of all labels and what are you left with? You are not any one's daughter, sister, girlfriend etc...
- Me Fearless
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